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Friday the 13th, Who the hell believes in bad luck. I don't at least.
I feel like my life is going somewhere now at least, I signed a major, Social Work it is. Life to me passes by too fast, but sometimes i just wish it would go faster. I dont wanna be where i am right now. I would love to have my own place, with a supportive job to keep me on my feet. Im sick of living pay check to pay check. I wish my friends and i werent going through this stage of life, where we are trying to figure it all out. Why are men soo immature and un-committing in relationships. I can't just sit back and watch my friends heart get broken into pieces because her boyfriend is selfish. It hurts to see such happiness go down the drain. I feel like she is going through what i went through. JUST LET GO OF HER ALREADY! At least she has the guts to stand up and say something. Stop being scared and committ to her. She loves you to death and you are taking her for granted. I wish i had the guts to say this to his face. But this isnt my business and i cant butt in.
I wish i had someone that cared for my unconditionally. I feel like i have no connection with anyone i meet or go out with. I am surrounded my immature men and i cant stand it anymore. I need to just stay single and let someone come to me. Im enjoying single life anyway.
Thai food today for lunch.
I love my best friend.
I love my family.
Most of all i love God.
Hopefully tonight is gonna be fun.
Carrie
frustrated20 frickin Years of Age.
I dont even feel like I'm 20.
HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY!
Living Life
Getting through school
Finding a place to live soon for next fall or winter!
I love my friends
I cant wait to see Kristyn
Central Costume Parties Coming up soon!
TONIGHTS GONNA BE A GOOD NIGHT!
Love Peace and Chicken Grease!
Carrie
excitedMy life is going up and down, every other fricken month. I dont know what i want in life and i dont know who i should surround myself with.
i miss my friends, and i feel distant. I feel like thats partly my fault. i need to get my act together...
focusing in school is not something i do.
its not good.
i hope this summer will help me get a fresh start for Fall. and i hope i figure out the rest of my life soon.
please let some relief come soon.
1 year old.
i know who mine are
do you?
accomplished
Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.
Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.
tis the season
merry christmas
happyi can't eat much, my throat is killing me.
i feel so far behind.
i hate being sick=/
ughh
make it go away
sickthis feeling won't got away!
You know the one where you have a huge knot in your throat that you cant swallow.
my chest hurts
my heart hurts
i was so stupid.
you're nothing to me anymore
i can't stand these thoughts in my head.
i can't stand the thought of you.
crushedI want to start fresh, like a baby in a sink
Scrub away all these thoughts that i think of you
So life moves slowly when you're waiting for it to boil
Feel like i watch from 6 feet under the soil
Still want to hold you and kiss behind your ears
But i re count the countless tears that i lost for you
Another week to get through. i just need some downtime in my life.
i think this week im going to take the time i have and use it to relax.
maybe ill watch some of the 30 free movies Brad gave to me..
maybe you'll come watch them with me.
maybe
lethargicwhats going on?
i hope this passes.
i just feel so tired.
=/
gloomy
Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.
And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.
discontentup and down and up and down.
but for the most part up
and i lovemy friends
how they are there to catch me on my downs
I love who they are and what they stand for
and how they can make me happy in a matter of time.
i love that they accept me for me
and dont judge my mistakes but help me understand them
i think true friends stick it through with you until the end.
and never turn their backs on you
i think i have that
and that brings me a lot of comfort. which is what i need right now.
and some support
thanks for listening
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confusedOH MAN!=]=]=]=]
=D
my friend Brad gave me that!
gigglyFran's out of town =/
lets hang out though
someone call me this weekend=]
i need some change
nauseatedits nice to know where things are at
today was a good day
contentDespite my mouth mildly still aching from my wisdom teeth extraction.
i'm really happy. =D
life is beautiful.
don't waste one minute of it.
peace and love to you all.
Carriekay
ps- Dawson's Creek is my new series until Scrubs is back in November...
if anyone has season 2, let me knowwwwwwww! pleaseeee. =D
contenti will not let this bother me
i will not let this bother me
i will not let this bother me
oh shitt
confusedits been a crazy past 3 weeks.
im hoping for some good change and a fun time.
and peace man.
peace is good.
love you all
carrie
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