CarrieKay

I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes

2009-11-13T16:41:49Z

Friday the 13th, Who the hell believes in bad luck. I don't at least.

I feel like my life is going somewhere now at least, I signed a major, Social Work it is. Life to me passes by too fast, but sometimes i just wish it would go faster. I dont wanna be where i am right now. I would love to have my own place, with a supportive job to keep me on my feet. Im sick of living pay check to pay check. I wish my friends and i werent going through this stage of life, where we are trying to figure it all out. Why are men soo immature and un-committing in relationships. I can't just sit back and watch my friends heart get broken into pieces because her boyfriend is selfish. It hurts to see such happiness go down the drain. I feel like she is going through what i went through. JUST LET GO OF HER ALREADY! At least she has the guts to stand up and say something. Stop being scared and committ to her. She loves you to death and you are taking her for granted. I wish i had the guts to say this to his face. But this isnt my business and i cant butt in.

I wish i had someone that cared for my unconditionally. I feel like i have no connection with anyone i meet or go out with. I am surrounded my immature men and i cant stand it anymore. I need to just stay single and let someone come to me. Im enjoying single life anyway.

Thai food today for lunch.

I love my best friend.
I love my family.
Most of all i love God.

Hopefully tonight is gonna be fun.

Carrie

"You're mostly White aren't you?!"

2009-10-29T20:09:09Z

Carrie E. Krusiewicz
20 frickin Years of Age.
I dont even feel like I'm 20.
HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY!

Living Life
Getting through school
Finding a place to live soon for next fall or winter!
I love my friends
I cant wait to see Kristyn
Central Costume Parties Coming up soon!

TONIGHTS GONNA BE A GOOD NIGHT!

Love Peace and Chicken Grease!

Carrie

wow, i just remember livejournal exists.

2009-04-30T15:14:46Z

My life is going up and down, every other fricken month. I dont know what i want in life and i dont know who i should surround myself with.
i miss my friends, and i feel distant. I feel like thats partly my fault. i need to get my act together...
focusing in school is not something i do.
its not good.
i hope this summer will help me get a fresh start for Fall. and i hope i figure out the rest of my life soon.

please let some relief come soon.

1 year old.

=]

2008-01-05T23:23:35Z

its time to take a step back and see who your true friends are.
i know who mine are

do you?

life

2007-12-25T17:45:07Z

Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.

Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.

tis the season

merry christmas

sickkkk

2007-12-02T17:36:31Z

i've been stuck in bed for the past 3 days.
i can't eat much, my throat is killing me.
i feel so far behind.
i hate being sick=/

ughh
make it go away

infinite_abyss0 @ 2007-11-18T19:59:00

2007-11-19T01:05:29Z

this feeling won't got away!
You know the one where you have a huge knot in your throat that you cant swallow.
my chest hurts
my heart hurts

i was so stupid.

you're nothing to me anymore

ughhhh

2007-11-14T00:01:31Z

i can't stand these thoughts in my head.

i can't stand the thought of you.

ughhh

2007-11-05T00:21:57Z

I want to start fresh, like a baby in a sink
Scrub away all these thoughts that i think of you

So life moves slowly when you're waiting for it to boil
Feel like i watch from 6 feet under the soil
Still want to hold you and kiss behind your ears
But i re count the countless tears that i lost for you

Another week to get through. i just need some downtime in my life.

i think this week im going to take the time i have and use it to relax.
maybe ill watch some of the 30 free movies Brad gave to me..

maybe you'll come watch them with me.

maybe

infinite_abyss0 @ 2007-10-18T21:37:00

2007-10-19T01:41:33Z

i have to do things on my own

im sorry you can't come along

=/

=[

2007-10-02T00:17:15Z

i havent been myself today at all.

whats going on?

i hope this passes.
i just feel so tired.

=/

breakable

2007-09-27T01:20:19Z

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.

And we are so fragile,
And our cracking bones make noise,
And we are just,
Breakable, breakable, breakable girls and boys.

rollarcoaster

2007-09-25T03:00:40Z

Im like a rollarcoaster

up and down and up and down.

but for the most part up
and i lovemy friends
how they are there to catch me on my downs

I love who they are and what they stand for
and how they can make me happy in a matter of time.

i love that they accept me for me
and dont judge my mistakes but help me understand them

i think true friends stick it through with you until the end.
and never turn their backs on you

i think i have that
and that brings me a lot of comfort. which is what i need right now.

and some support

thanks for listening

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this is awesome!

2007-09-19T01:58:39Z

OH MAN!=]=]=]=]

=D

my friend Brad gave me that!

cool

2007-09-14T03:34:10Z

Nothing is ever flippin fair.

Fran's out of town =/
lets hang out though

someone call me this weekend=]

i need some change

sigh=]

2007-08-29T03:51:27Z

its nice to know where things are at

today was a good day

ughhh

2007-08-26T03:55:30Z

im stuck

lets go swimming

behhh

2007-08-10T03:59:39Z

Despite my mouth mildly still aching from my wisdom teeth extraction.
i'm really happy. =D

life is beautiful.
don't waste one minute of it.

peace and love to you all.

Carriekay

ps- Dawson's Creek is my new series until Scrubs is back in November...

if anyone has season 2, let me knowwwwwwww! pleaseeee. =D

yeahyeayeah

2007-08-02T16:08:28Z

i will not let this bother me
i will not let this bother me
i will not let this bother me

oh shitt

now let it rain and clear it out

2007-07-29T02:47:55Z

its been a crazy past 3 weeks.

im hoping for some good change and a fun time.
and peace man.

peace is good.

love you all

carrie

camp

2007-07-07T19:11:26Z

leaving for dance camp tomorrow morning..
ill be gone for 2 weeks.

call me and i can give you the address..or if you have my number just call me to say hello!

ill miss everyone

byeeeee

.

2007-07-04T03:42:55Z

feeling angry.

ugh i hate this.

boo

2007-07-01T04:20:18Z

"You always want what you can't have"

ughhh

what is with me?

blahh

2007-06-22T03:38:00Z

I haven't been on LJ forever it seems like.

updates:

Dance is almost over
Going to camp on July 8th
Getting my Wisdom teeth taken out on the 31st of July.
Summer is making me happy.

and i cant wait for alot of hang outs with FRANCES and Devan

=-]

Over and out

Carrie

infinite_abyss0 @ 2007-02-14T13:07:00

2007-02-14T18:07:42Z

happy valentines day